Hold Me

It’s coming…I can feel it in my bones.

BABY FEVER

Oh gawd. I figured it would be soon anyway, since Chase has gone from this

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To this

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And Jimmy Jamboree (who is going to be ONE in ONE MONTH *SOB*) has gone from this

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To this

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I am for sure feeling the lack of baby in my house. THEN to add to the ache, not one…not two…BUT THREE of my friends are all newly pregnant. My best friend from middle school is having her first, one of my best friends from high school is having her second and one of my most favorite online girls too.

Sigh. I may need to re-think this no more babies thing.

Somebody talk some sense in too me and remind me of the four months of screaming colicky hell that was Jimmy as a newborn. The two weeks of bed rest with Chase and the five weeks with Jimmy. Someone remind me that I have a damned good chance of a preemie if I have another baby, or the fact that Jim is a total no go on the idea. Someone tell me I would just be trying for a girl and then end up with three boys and thereisnofrackingwayIcouldhandlethat.

Someone tell me that holding and loving on all my friends babies will be enough.

Someone lie to me, because there is NOTHING that feels like this

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4 Responses to Hold Me

  • jenn says:

    i feel ya!! i have 3 boys, my youngest is 5 months, im terrified i will get baby fever again!! but oooh my the colic and sleepless nights and the yummy smell of baby and the coloing..oh wait im suppose to be helping you!!!

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  • omg i WAS feeling like that when the baby was like 6 months old. but not anymore. now that she’s almost 11 mos and i’ve not slept for OVER that…i’m done with the kids. i SO want you to have a girl though…so i’m not much help lol
    .-= Becky @TheRealBecks´s last blog ..Christmas Recap =-.

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  • Michele W. says:

    I think you should have another, too! LOL Then we all can be preggo! Sorry, Jim :(

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  • Molly says:

    Awh I can understand why you feel that way! As Irelyn grows I keep looking back at her newborn pictures and cannot believe how fast she is growing! I will just say, think of running after Chase and Jimmy pregnant, and then have a newborn while running after them :) Lol… Only you know what you can handle :)
    .-= Molly´s last blog ..Perfect Moments =-.

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